Sometimes.

 Sometimes I miss you so much that everything reminds me of you. plants, animals, music, everything I come in contact with. I dont know how to not feel the loss of you in my heart. I just want to see you, and talk to you, and hug you and never let you go. It's not fair that you left, and it's not fair that I'm the only one who cares. I dont know why I'm so easy for you to forget. I wish you were that easy. I wish I could just find comfort in talking to other people and spending time with other people.
 But you actually mattered to me, and I know I didn't matter to you, you used me. But that doesn't take away the emotions that have built up for two years. I see you everywhere. I cant do anything that I enjoy because we enjoyed the same things, and they all remind me of you, and they all make me sad. I cant play music, or act, or play sports. Because when I do I get a false hope that you're here with me, and then I have to come back to reality. And you're not in my reality, then I lose you all over again.