I've always told myself that I wont be the person who falls for a guy without knowing it will last.

But you were different. Mysterious.

I couldn't see a future with you, but I couldn't see one without you either.

I had rules for myself.

You talked me out of them.

You made everything feel right, even when it was wrong.

You changed me into someone who doesn't know how to be without you.

And it's not fair.

because now you're gone.

And I hate myself for not hating you for what you've done.