You had me fooled... Maybe you still do. I don't know.

I don't to blame you for everything, but it's so hard because all i have ever wanted sense I met you was to make you happy. To be with you. To be there for you always no matter what. But now... I am realizing (finally) That you probably never felt the same. I would have crossed the world to be at your side, and you cant even send me a message telling me that you're okay.

I know now, I mean, I really know that It's over between us. Every last touch and look and kiss was temporary for you. But it wasn't for me and you knew that and that's not fair.

I didn't understand that night why you were apologizing. Now I think I do.
I think you knew that I was still in love with you. You knew that the simplest thing would have erased all the work I had done to get over you but you did it anyways. Why. Why would you hurt me like that. Someone who just wanted nothing more than to make you happy, no matter what it took. And you hurt that person. You hurt that person because you got "weak".

I was confused about that too. I thought you meant you got weak because you still cared about me still (If you ever did). I thought you meant you were trying to be strong like I was and hide your real feelings for me. Stupid, right? Now that I think about it I cant believe I was that naive. You got weak... As in you wanted to be touched. By anyone. Not just me.