New starts. New life. New love?

I don't know what this is.
I don't know how I feel.
I'm really just so confused because I was so hurt.
I don't think I know how to love anymore. Maybe I don't have any love left. Maybe every ounce of it was drained out of me and I have to relearn. I just need time.

I hate feeling like I'm not good enough. You deserve so much more than me. You are so loving and patient and... I'm just not right now. I cant. It's too soon.

If I get hurt again I don't think I will be able to move on from the pain.

Please, just give me time.