Slowly she got worse, slowly she began to hide her sadness, slowly she came to the realization that she didn't want to get better. She deserved the pain and hurt that she felt. She didn't deserve happiness and recovery.
She earned herself a lifetime of pain. And she saw too it that she received it.
Slowly everyone she cared about she pushed away. Slowly the bruises and scratches and cuts became bigger, darker, deeper.
She knew people could stop worrying about her killing herself, because that would be too easy, she deserved the pain of living.
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